026 NOT WILLING TO ALLOW OR RECEIVE

From Samara

When you create a soul lineage pattern, it is generally some form of limitation. In this case, ‘not being willing to receive or allow’ limits the amount of any emotion that you are willing to receive. It also limits the amount of physicalness that you are willing to allow or receive. However if you have cross programming or more than one program, one can override the other. For example if you have an exit ramp [death] that is due to being attacked or shot or beaten or some sort of physical violent behavior, it can override your limitation to receive punishment. So it is not always going to apply but it generally applies. In other words, you would not have multiple days of good; very often, but it may come in streaks. After a certain number of days, which you may or may not have specified, then that specific thing would stop because of the limitation.

When you create, things at the soul lineage level may go wherever you as the soul go, they do not have to do with the lineage of your parents or children in this lifetime, they have to do with where you have gone on your own soul journeys. You may have one lifetime where you act as a God and the next lifetime you may choose to be a peon of a lesser class perhaps in a slave capacity, and the next of your life times could be as a commander on a vessel of some type that goes through the galaxy. It doesn’t matter what your incarnation is when you have programming or limitations at the soul lineage level, they would act in all three of those capacities mentioned. So releasing any soul limitations is a much bigger release than if you just released a pattern at the body level or the mental level or the spiritual or psychic levels, which would be just one incarnation. When you release things at the soul lineage level, you are releasing them for many, many of your life times. We will do this release now for anyone who reads this that wants this.

Simply say out loud: Samara, release any soul lineage programs I have that are limiting my ability to receive or allow things to happen. Samara will then accomplish this for you. Then it is our suggestion, so that you are participating, that you do a breathing exercise for as many breaths as you feel comfortable with doing. It could be three, five, or even six. A minimum of three, but as many as needed until you feel that you have comfortably accomplished this task.

Breathe out: Not willing to receive or allow.
Breathe in: Fully allowing and receiving.

025 MEMORY

by Jeshua

As you become older and older and older, you store more and more and more information in your brain. It takes or can take longer to access it.  If you have any kind of memory impingement or memory programs or dementia programs, of course, your information can be lost or destroyed. But without those types of programs, it simply takes somewhat longer to access.

You can  think of it as having one file cabinet when you first start out. In the first grade, you don’t even fill up one drawer. But by the time you are through high school, perhaps you have filled up that file cabinet. By the time you are in your 40s you have a small room. By the time you are in your 50s and 60s, you may have a house full of file cabinets. So not only do you have to remember which cabinet in which room, but which drawer in which file. It isn’t that you can’t retrieve that file; it just means the sorting system gets a bit longer or more convoluted.

Then you have the question of which memory, because it could be several that have memories to do with that particular subject. For example, you remember some time when you were telling jokes and this joke reminds you of that joke and that joke reminds you of another joke and then someone else tells a joke which reminds you of another joke. So now you have accessed three different places in your brain. Your brain works almost at the speed of light and sometimes faster normally, so it is sorting, compiling, computing all the time you are having your  experience of sitting, standing or walking, plus breathing, etc., etc.

So, the fact that your brain doesn’t always access exactly what you want when you want it, is not an abnormal experience, it is just an experience.

Many of you however want to go to a place of upset. That also is normal, because you are not getting your own way, when you want your own way. Again, if you have no programs that are encouraging this scenario, you will get your way; you just may need to be a little more patient. If you have any questions as to whether you have memory issues or misfiling brain issues, just ask Raphael to remove them. If you don’t know, ask him to remove them anyway. If you don’t have any, there will be nothing to remove but if you do have negative programming, it can be removed and your life should be simpler. It doesn’t mean it’s going to speed up the retrieval programming, it simply means it will work better.